Thursday, July 14, 2011

In 9 hours, my childhood ends.

Some people are going to roll their eyes and scoff at this post. I feel sorry for the ones that do because they are clearly missing out on something truly amazing.

In less than 12 hours, my childhood will officially be over. Sure, I'm almost 17 so many would say it's been over for a long time but in 12 hours, the series that I grew up with, the series that got me through so many things, will end. Forever. No more books. No more movies. Yes, there's Pottermore but that's not the same.

Almost all of the characters I've loved for the past ten years will die. The rest will end their adventures I've followed so slowly.

Harry Potter has been a huge part of my life since the time I was in kindergarten. I was 6 years old and had 2 best friends. My one friend introduced the other two of us to Harry Potter. Every recess throughout the entire year we'd run around yelling random spells, using sticks as our wands. I was always Ron because my one friend refused to be a guy. I still remember how much trouble the two of us had pronouncing names like "Dumbledore" and "Hermione". Our school teachers even began referring to us as "The Trio".

I bought the first 3 books because my cousin from Florida said they were cool and I wanted to be just like him. It took me a while but once I got into them, I devoured them. Again. And again.I threw Order of the Phoenix at the wall and bawled when Sirius died. I wrote Remus and Tonks fanfiction as I waited for years as I waited for the final book to release. I forced my mom to take me to Kmart at midnight to buy the last book and put up with cranky salesclerks going "Harry Potter is so stupid" and "I'd never let my kid watch it!"

When I was 7, my cousin came over to spend the night. She was a few years older than me and therefore, everything she did was cool. She brought Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone, on VHS (yeah, that long ago), and put it in. I remember being captivated to stay up, even after she fell asleep, and periodically waking her up to go "Is this part scary?! I'm scared!" until she finally gave up and shut it off for the night.

I've watched Prisoner of Azkaban, my all-time favorite movie, so many times that I can recite the lines. My friends and I, the original three of us, have attempted to watch all of them in a row more times than I can count. I saw Deathly Hallows Part 1 in the theaters multiple times, something I've never done for any other movie.

At one point, my life was covered in pictures of the cast. I ran a (very bad) fansite. I wrote fanfiction. I read fanfiction. I had dreams about the characters.

And now, in just 9 mere hours, it's all over. Sure, I can reread the books, watch the movies again, but it's never going to be the same.

All of those years, my childhood, it's officially ending.

And I'm not really sure how I feel about it.


Maggie Desmond-O'Brien said...

While I won't be attending a midnight showing because I live in the boonies, you just said everything I wanted to say but couldn't quite put into words. I FEEL OLD NOW. *sobs loudly*

Julia Mae said...

"I wrote Remus and Tonks fanfiction as I waited for years as I waited for the final book to release."


Hi! Do you remember me? I tried emailing you ages ago but I guess you don't use it anymore but I never got a reply. So out of the blue I decided to Google search you... EVENTUALLY I FOUND THIS BLOG. (I found you through an interview with Heart of Gold. LOOK AT YOU AND ALL THE PHILANTHROPIC THINGS YOU ARE DOING.)

Have you guessed who I am yet?

I am a girl of many names... most notably E Patronum, Toaster, ThisOrnatePanda (TOP), and Emmy. And if I had never written The Courtyard, possibly the worst story of all time, I would not be writing this right now.

I'm going off the college in September, and I go by Julia now. (and will go by that... permanently. birth names FTW.) Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows came out the summer before my freshman year of high school, and now the final film is before my freshman year of college. It's kind of fitting, and insanely sad.

But I'm SO GLAD I found you! What have you been up to? Have you been writing? I have, omg the endeavors a;rjaerogaer. How can I contact you?

Dawn Kurtagich said...

I know! *sobs*

Maybe she will write an awesome new series :)